Monday, 5 November 2012

The last journey

Not having such a good week tbh. I've also decided to stop having treatment. I know a few people are going to go ape at me and go on about how I should hang in there, blah blah blah!

In all honesty.. I don't care anymore. I've come this far. I can't continue. I've had enough! I'm sick and tired of being ill all the time. I'm sick of trying to stay strong. I just wanna break down all the time! I hate that I've lost so much because of this. I want to give up now. I can't go on.

So, new year I'm gonna stop my treatment. And spend the remaining time I have left fixing things. I've already said a few goodbyes to people because I know I won't see them again. Well kinda hard when they won't speak to you I guess..

But yeah, I hope everyone understands and respects my wishes.. Please don't try and change that.

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  1. Hi Claire I've messaged you on fb x

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    1. hey I don't recall getting any messages? do feel free to add me or something :) x

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