Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Problem number 1

So I've been signed off work for 2 weeks and I've come to my aunties for the week to get away from my house and try clear my head. I've been here for 4 days and it's made me think a lot about how much I hate it back home. It's not just me moaning about certain things it's actually me hating the place. I really don't want to go back there! It's the main course of my stress.

Not being at home I've been able to relax a little bit more. Not hide away in my room, tread on egg shells or have to worry about anything that my mother piles up on me. I literally hate it there with a passion! I have no where else to go though because no one has the room for me :( just dunno what to do anymore. Do I get a place of my own and not do my education? Or do I just try find a different job and stay with someone in a new town? It's not as if I have anything keeping me where I am now.. My friends have totally just abandoned me, I don't see anyone anymore! The only social life I have now is with work people and that's just in work :(

I really wish I didn't have such a demanding health problem, I could of ran away ages ago and stayed with anyone. Found a new job, start over. But I can't. I'm stuck in some loop, I hate it :( what can I do though?

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